Thursday, August 27, 2009

Forgiveness, the key to Tolerance!

Last night i prayed as i stepped into the house, as i didn't know what would have happened with all the hu-ha happening at the vicinity. I took a simple prayer asking me for tolerance and patience, because i know that something has happened in MY room and i wouln't have liked it.
I slowly crepe upstairs and noticed that the atmosphere was really different. upon arriving at the tip of the stairway, i ignored my room and went to check out the situation at my previously sisters' owned room, only to notice something really amazing. There wasnt a wall there. :P

After the breathtaking view of the room, i decided to face the truth and looked into my room.
It wasn't so bad, the cupboards have been shifted a little and a bed frame was there, but my computer was still in tact as it is. and i stepped in to have a look and i thought it was alright.
I carried on with my dinner and after that, i noticed that some boxes werent anywhere to be seen, and upon pressing this matter i found out that there were put into a place which is by far, unreachable. For some reason, that really threw me off and i decided to walk away without a word, as i know i was about to explore.

I told myself that it was of no problem and tried to sleep it off, but somehow it was always at the back of my head. This morning however, i got up and took a hard look at myself on how i handled things the night before and was completely dissatisfied with myself and went to look for my mom to apologize to her. I felt that asking her forgiveness was the right thing to do and it made me feel all the more secure with myself.

Now i know that everytime i am faced with a difficult thought in mind, i can always just take a step back, and admit that sometimes as humans are, i can't understand or change Everything, but i can always acknowledge the work that has been done and compromise with a little tolerance and make sure everyone is happy.
I'm sorry mom, i do hope you understand that :)

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